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Wednesday, January 25, 2006 // 3:45 PM

i'm not alone

even though you have called it quits, i am not completely alone,
i have been aquainted with a variety of emotions who have made my head their home.

Mr Loneliness himself manipulates me all the time,
attatching himself to my every thought, trying to gain control of my mind.

Mr Regret shows his face every now and then,
reminding me of what we had, and speaking of what might have been.

Mr Curiosity has pushed his limit, taking things too far,
asking me if you still care, who you are with and where you are.

however, Mr Revenge stands his ground with irresistable charm,
suggesting i provide you with a bit of insanity and endless bodily harm.

Mr Depression sneaks in every day, armed with memories, stealing my tears,
then when he gets his fill he will leave for the night returning the next day with Mr Compassion and Mr Fear.

now Mr Manipulation and Mr Hope come in a pair and i don't like either one,
they keep telling me that you still love me, that there may be a chance and not to give up.

thank goodness for Mr Common Sense, i believe he is telling the truth,
he says you are a worthless @$$hole and i can do much better than you.

Mr Patience speaks words of wisdom, reminding me that your time will come,
he says one day you will be hurt worse than you hurt me and you will realize everything you have done

Mr Closure, here now, says it's time to move on, there is nothing left of you and me,
so i am going to take that next step, despite all the pain, and whole-heartedly follow his lead.

with love, lydiana

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